Yuck girl moment...

Things often come easy to me. I catch on very quick I do very well with most things. Yet, I don’t do well in love. I can’t say I actually believe in it. The thought of being able to give myself mind body and heart to only one person. I few have my mind they explore it at their desire drawing out my deepest darkest thoughts. Several have had my body when I was a child I thought sex was love and at that time in my mind everyone loved me. My heart I keep tucked away hidden in a box wrapped in barbed wire secured by a master lock. I really do wish I could find the one, you know “The One”. A person that touches my soul, a person that already holds the key, is he out there?

Some would say it was my lack of a great male role model.  I don’t want to psycho analyze myself.

Erato I stll think of you everday. I hope your life leads you where youi should be. My love my prince.

~Jazi~